I don’t even know what to write at this point this morning. I probably shouldn’t. But I am asking for help.
I am asking for healing energy. I am asking for candles to be lit. I am asking for love to be sent.
My pack is being challenged right now. I think Ansli had a stroke this morning. She doesn’t want to move. The vet is closed today.
I guess this is where “trust” comes in. Trusting that I can be guided to what she needs, trust that when I ask my pendulum it will tell me rightly, trusting that what I have in alternative medicine can help her and trusting that the universe is holding her heart in healing.
She is my absolute most best friend in the entire world. She is my rock. She has always been my rock. I have to find the strength to be hers, but instead I am breaking in a puddle of tears with everything.
I have to be stronger than this. I have to be her rock, I have to be everyone’s right now.
I guess I need to call on all angels, guides, spirits to help make me stone right now. Everything will be ok. We are surrounded in a healing aura of light.
1:00 pm update: My boss sent me home from work… my last day of work there(she is such an amazing person). I was a blubbering mess of tears. Ansli and I ended up going for a very very slow walk. I have a lesson in all this and will share it with you later. Animals are very powerful teachers. I hope you are listening to yours.
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I am sending so much love your way and Ansli’s, Terrah. You are in my thoughts.
Celine, That means so much… thank you. I am doing an update post today. We went to the vet yesterday and I know what is wrong.
i will be praying for you and your loves. <3
I’m so, so sorry Terrah. Lots of good, healing thoughts being sent to Ansli. xoxo
Oh my sweet lady, I am so sorry for all this that is happening to you all. I will keep candles lit for you and your tribe all day. Holding space, and sending all the love and light I can your way.
Oh hon my heart is breaking for you and your pack. Love, candles, healing…all I can muster. Keep us posted. Tell us how we can help.