So if you offend easily, don’t read this post. Don’t click on the video and move away from this blog right now. More like speaking to my dad or mom who might frequent upon this site. I won’t bore you with my so called “depressed” view on life as some would say. All I can say is that January sucks ass, especially this being Millie’s one year and there is NO SUN. This is the hardest winter or more like year I have gone through. I am trying to stay out of my “head” by not thinking. Not thinking about the awesome job I should not have left or this place I should not have moved to and…AnD….AND….
so yeah, moving on. It rains ALL the time here and no I don’t want to run in the rain, sorry… not for me. However, I am feeling rather blue and I need something to challenge me and get me out of my “head.”
So for a couple years now I have been researching pole dancing. NO, not the stripper shit. It is an actual activity that is really good for strengthening and challenging your mind and body. Also, something you can do at home without buying a gym membership or running in the rain. Something that can be done even at 2am when I can’t sleep.
I first saw this video and she started doing pole dancing because it helped her anxiety disorder. haha! sounds like me. so yeah, I am ordering a pole soon for the outdoor garage. Yes, so ghetto, but my ceilings indoor aren’t high enough and no… my treadmill doesn’t do the job. I can still think. The key is finding something where you have to concentrate. I am hoping this will help my focus as far as my art is concerned too. yeah!! good times.
oh,you might ask… why am I sharing this? Well, yes, this is bold, however, maybe this might help someone else who struggles with being “manic” like me. And if you are interested in this as far as exercise is concerned visit Studio Veena.
