excuses.
I’m done with excuses. Of situations & especially excuses of oneself.
You being your own excuse. For not living life to its fullest.
It will get away from you – life.
All things happening around you & you stand in the middle
motionless, paralyzed from fear.
Fear of yourself, fear of emotion – love, hate – just feeling.
Fear of others – letting them in to see your soul.
Your beautiful soul – lost in solace. Lost in fear & anger.
The hole you’ve fallen into…it’s safe.
An escape.
Your imagination. It’s all you have.
You can’t even escape to your dreams.
Dreams unfolding without you. The hole – blackness.
Saddened by the thought that I was you.
It’s safer to be alone. It’s safer to be without.
You run from yourself.
Lost in yourself.
