It has been challenging this week, but I have been walking a lot which is helping. I had stopped walking the dogs for a couple months b/c it was so cold but we started back and it has been a struggle to get going and keep going sometimes. Seven miles is a lot but if I keep my mind busy it makes it easier. It is when I have quieter moments such as at night when I am lying in bed that tears will start to flow. I miss her. I don’t want her to think we have forgotten about her. Life isn’t the same without my one-eyed girl. I can’t look at any photos of her anymore…at least right now. My heart becomes so heavy that it physically hurts. So to keep busy…we walk and work and think and soon will be crafting. Today’s walk was inspiring. It was filled with good energy.
I came up with a logo for one of my business and a plan for it. Now I just need to work on a logo for my second business and to write it all down…the ideas, the plan, and how to make it happen. It makes me feel good to see a start to things, now I just have to follow through. But I want it for us…for Millie.
I called one of the vet’s today about Sally. I asked if they could give me an estimate and she said the Doctor would have to get back with me. I will call the other vet tomorrow. I just want to see what I am looking at and start my plan of attack. I just did my taxes, so that is a start for her. I want to see her walk. She loves to be outside and smell all the scents that the wind brings. I can’t wait to take her on little strolls.
Hug your critters today.
Here is a set my friend made of my dogs and some I have fostered.
check them out here
