It has been a strangely good day. I woke up this morning and let the dog’s out at 7:30 and it felt like I was in L.A. It was grey out and I could smell the moisture in the air and for once…no wind. I am so sick of the wind. Seriously.
I got a lot done and I didn’t. I have been researching on Sally’s bloody urine problem for hours. I honestly can’t see how putting her on a dog food that the first 3 ingredients are Corn, Pork fat and by-products can help her. It is pure CRAP. and taking her off her regular dog food is making her skin go cRAZY. She is just raw and hot from itching. so I am taking her off it. I never felt good about putting her on the crap food, but i was listening to what was recommended. So after hours of researching I found some things I am going to try and order and I am getting some different dog food tomorrow. It is weird. I use to spend hours researching for Millie all the time…
I baked olive oil and rosemary bread…it smelled so good. i forgot to get photos before I gave it away. oh well…next time. I absolutely love baking. I haven’t baked since Nashville. Every time I would bake something at my bungalow in Hollywood, my smoke detector would go off, so needless to say, i didn’t bake. But it makes me so happy.
I had to look at Millie’s photo today for something. I have been doing ok. I think staying so busy i am getting physically sick, though. I just don’t want to think about her. I can’t take the deep sadness that fills my heart. I cried a lot today. I miss her so much.
Don’t give up on Operation Sally. So close!
