I feel so blue. all the time. I looked back at my old livejournal site, it is interesting to see what I felt, what was going on…it takes me back. I can feel every fiber in my body shaking lately. I don’t have money for food. Haven’t eaten well in a while. I find out tomorrow if the job is mine. I claimed it in the universe. will see.
I have given up alot for this job….to fulfill the dream. the farm. I need this job.
too jittery to write. blah~
