I was hesitant to share this because it is meant only for me. Not many people will understand it, but this blog has been my journal for 6 years and I tend to lose all my notebooks and I didn’t want to forget this. I had a shamanic reading done this last week by a shaman living not too far from me. I admire her so much and I have been struggling with a few things, so I asked her to talk to my guides, since I have been a bit scattered.
This is what my guides said:
You are doing well. You are incredibly blessed.
Trust yourself.
Invite the divine masculine energy into your life.
This will empower healing in many areas.
This will show you healthy masculine energy from Spirit.
Open the doors of your heart again, it is time.
You are ready.
Yes, sometimes it hurts. You are ok, and you will be ok.
As for direction, you already know this.
Your heart knows your direction.
Listen.
Listen to your heart and what it tells you.
Trust yourself.
There are so many things you want to do.
Pick a couple, or a few, and focus on those, for now.
The rest will come in time. They might just look a bit different than you expected.
Open your heart to more people in your world.
Allow yourself to be seen.
Then your gifts are seen, and appreciated, and your journey becomes
more clear from there.
Write more.
Write less.
Stop judging yourself for what you do or do not get done.
It’s one thing to share your life, and your stories, and your journey.
Now can you share your heart.
Sit with that so you will understand.
You have all the answers within.
Be willing to go there.
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Later after the reading she asked me if I was creative or wrote poetry, because as it was coming to her it felt like poetry. It warmed my heart so much to feel like even in the other realms I do have something to offer, that I am creative.
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I have had so many people – ones I don’t even know email to help with a drawing for sally. I ended up going with my local friend who is an amazing tattoo artist and huge animal person! I am not sure If i will have them printed or try to do them myself.
My most amazing friend Robyn stepped up and my friend Emily who is an amazing artist. I am just blown away how amazing my tribe is… I can tell you there will be some collaborating coming up eventually to help raise money for other dogs in need too – at least that is in the big plan.
(This is a photo from Sally from a few years ago, she has lost probably 12 pounds since then.)
But to give you an update. Since taking her off her food as amazing as it was – her ears have cleared up and in 6 years have not looked clear and the inflammation in her feet and body is better too. He said Conrad could wait for a month or so for his, but the sooner the better. I guess just playing catch up with everyone.
So yah, anyways…. We are blessed. Truly.
ps. a little spring coming to the shop — hopefully soon.
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I love your openness, Terrah. I am so sorry to hear about Sally and Conrad. Oh these pups, they do give us a run for the money. Abbie got in a fight last Sunday, luckily everything is healing well with a bit calendula and witch hazel salve. I worry though, as she is turning 10 this year, about what lies ahead. Keeping you all in my thoughts!
Thank you, Mandy. I hope your little one is doing ok, but is sounds like mama herbalist has it under control!