so… let me tell you about my week – and it is only Tuesday.
Yesterday, I took Conrad and Sally to the vet. Not having a vet for a year, we were playing catch up with everything – Next is Jack for his eye. OY!
I try to fix what I can , but there are circumstances that need to be seen, especially when I am still only learning.
Conrad has a fatty tumor that is super big and has to have surgery for removal and he has a heart murmur – $600.
Sally. Oh! Sally. You can only imagine what that entailed. Of course, I bring her in and every vet always looks at her in disbelief and says OH! My! she is a train wreck. So there is something very wrong internally and it has to be fixed and there is a new tumor that need xrays to see if there is cancer in the lungs, allergies, she has lost 2 pounds which she can’t afford to do and, and … I will stop there. So we are starting where we can and as I can afford to do things. We are fasting her on nothing but goats milk for a month. I have actually heard of this in Juliette de Baïracli Levy’s book. She was a gypsy herbalist for animals. I LOVE HER. We also put her on some green algae, did some blood work and other tests, until I can afford to do the the test for the injections to heal her internally – I might also do her herbal treatment. I will see. I need to meditate on that one. All this will cost well over $1000. I don’t really even want to think about how much it will cost when said and done. More than I have now, but I do LOVE the vet and that is something huge – trust me.
But as much as that did stress me for a bit. I wasn’t worried. I know I will get the money somehow – even if I have to pimp a dog out for work. I have a great group of women in my class that will help network my art and well, I just know that the universe will provide. I have learned that there can’t be an alternative to not succeed.
So that brings us to today. I was on my way to work and I saw a beaver. I have never in my life seen this little critter. He was on the highway and I was so worried about his safety and sent him love and protection. I knew that wasn’t normal so I immediately looked up his medicine and this is a little excerpt from what I read:
The Beaver Totem reminds you that you have to act on your dreams to make them a reality. It is time for action! Beaver can show you how to construct wonderful dreams. In essence, Beaver tells you to believe in your dreams as if they were real. Build on them as if the dream is your reality.
so HOLY COW! I totally needed that today, so thank you little beaver for that little message.
I also had someone go into the realms for me and do a shamanic reading. I haven’t been still enough to be able to journey and listen and really needed assistance and guidance with some things. The message my guides had for me had me in tears, especially after seeing the beaver this morning.
I also just go a part time job within a day of submitting my resume – that usually doesn’t happen here and especially after the vet bills yesterday and well, it will take the pressure of getting my shop going. Plus I am saving for a house with a big bear claw tub. OH HELL YES! I want to buy a house for the sole reason of having a big tub.
Also this morning, I just wanted to write someone I admire and tell her she is amazing. She has a class that I have been swooning over for months and haven’t been able to afford it, but I know in my gut this is one of the paths I am supposed to follow – strongly. She wrote me back and is working something out with me so I can take the class – especially since this is part of my calling. As this happened, It has become more clear the direction I am to take in my class with Daughters of the Earth and the name came to me for my other business and everything.
Hello Clarity and Enlightenment, I have missed you and thanks for stopping in on such a day that I needed you!
And I am taking a creative mentoring workshop later in the month with Alena Hennessy. She is an artist I truly admire…
So yah. I don’t even know what to say today. I am just gonna take it all in.
I feel so blessed.
ps. I am simply obsessed with hula hooping. If anyone knows where I can get a super awesome one, let me know!